I have a muse.
He's not my inspiration (I inspire myself), but he takes my passion for my own creativity to another level.
I'm really sad that he's going to be so far for 9 weeks, because I felt like we were making some progress; hanging out and having those conversation about how we live our lives.
I don't know what else to say, but I'm going to miss him.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
Hey There Stranger
I know it's been awhile.
I've been living life the way I want to and enjoying it.
Unfortunately I feel a little too judged by people who shouldn't be so judgmental, so I don't share as much as I used to.
Occasionally it makes me sad and a little angry, but mostly disappointed, because friends and family are not there to judge, but to accept and love unconditionally.
I've taken 2 big steps forward.
1. (and most importantly) I have applied to MECA
2. (because men are less central these days) I have begun to open up to the Photographer about my adoption and my feelings about it. He's the man I trust most who isn't family. I give him a hard time, but he's one of the people I respect and care about the most. He's an inspiration to my creativity in both writing and photography.
But the real reason I made this blog entry is because I just found a few poems in my Writing folder. I don't really remember writing them, so when I read them, it was like reading someone else's writing for the first time. I was amazed and the beauty of the words and lines and overall picture. Some are sad, but all are beautifully written. I'll post the only one that is finished tomorrow.
I've been living life the way I want to and enjoying it.
Unfortunately I feel a little too judged by people who shouldn't be so judgmental, so I don't share as much as I used to.
Occasionally it makes me sad and a little angry, but mostly disappointed, because friends and family are not there to judge, but to accept and love unconditionally.
I've taken 2 big steps forward.
1. (and most importantly) I have applied to MECA
2. (because men are less central these days) I have begun to open up to the Photographer about my adoption and my feelings about it. He's the man I trust most who isn't family. I give him a hard time, but he's one of the people I respect and care about the most. He's an inspiration to my creativity in both writing and photography.
But the real reason I made this blog entry is because I just found a few poems in my Writing folder. I don't really remember writing them, so when I read them, it was like reading someone else's writing for the first time. I was amazed and the beauty of the words and lines and overall picture. Some are sad, but all are beautifully written. I'll post the only one that is finished tomorrow.
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