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Today was...interesting. Not really.

I had issues with Petco, which I don't want to go into yet again, but basically I would advise against buying from them and they pissed me off enough for me to make an effort to get people to boycott it. Luckily I know enough people in enough places for it to count for something.

Anyway, the point is that I got pretty pissed. That's a pretty rare event. I rarely ever make it past annoyed, but today I was pissed. It always happens in stages.
1. shock/slight annoyance
2. very annoyed/little bit impatient and bitchy
3. frustrated/point at which I cry
4. Silent indignation/very bitch/evil glare
5. Won't go any further because it just get's bad...wanting to literally stab something and such.

Luckily I have great control over myself. I got to stage 4, then fell back to 3 for awhile. Thought going to my coffee shop with Hallie would help. Definitely helped having someone there, but I was still pretty upset. So we went for sushi. I had a craving (damn you hormones!) and it was good, but I was still down. Then I decided to try something else, which actually worked.


Favorite scene from Knocked Up:
Pete:"never do what they did" (hook up)
Sadie:"I'm gonna do it"
Pete:"You are? uh oh...Someone's getting home schooled."

Knocked Up

That would be the movie I'm watching right now. It makes me laugh. I should probably go to bed though. Oh well. Speaking of knocked up. Every girl has at least one scare like that I guess. Some one close to me had a scare like that. Granted it was this past summer, but I just found out today and it...shocked me. Anyway there's a great addition to everything else i'm worried about.

I've been meaning to write about chuckage and the "mothering" instinct. Not as in mother child though. I was recently talking with a friend about her relationship with her boyfriend (in fact I'm talking to her now). She mentioned that she had a strong motherly-like urge. Not like being a mother, but that urge women have to take care of someone they care about. For example, she was driving to the airport when her boyfriend felt sick. She said she had the sudden urge to get there as fast as possible and all that. I found that conversation ironic, because a few days later guess who gets sick? My reaction: Holy shit I have to do something. I guess it's a careful balance, because you don't want to seem like the mother, but you care so...Yeah it's weird. We're an odd gender, but so are men.

Meanwhile talking to Jared has been helpful today also. He seems to be one of the few who understands stuff.

Today I also agreed to go skydiving next summer with a friend I met 9 days ago. This is crazy. I can't believe I agreed to it. Funny part is that his name is Jared and he looks similar to Luke. I just think that's funny for whatever reason.

I'll end with my favorite part of the movie:
Pete:"never do what they did(one night stand)"
Daughter:"i'm gonna do it"
Pete:"you are? uh oh...someone's getting homeschooled"