Boyfriends

I have a boyfriend for the first time in 2 years. It's kind of weird; the word boyfriend sounds strange on my tongue.
Of course the boy and man who have mean the most to me, I have had some sort of odd relationship with in the last 2 years, but never officially together. This includes the boy I've been in love with since our Junior year of high school (the ONLY person I've ever been in love with) and the older man, who I could have fallen in love with if I hadn't screwed it up.
Never had a boyfriend who I care about as much as these two men.
Until now.
What I mean is I've finally found someone who is pretty damn amazing. He's smart, attractive, funny, cuddly, can dance/likes dancing with me, can cook, sweet, loves dogs and children, isn't emotionally distant, and he actually wants to spend time with me. I feel more comfortable with him than almost any other guy I've ever dated.
It hasn't been very long, but it kind of feels like it has been awhile. It's new and I don't quite trust new. I trust long-term, happy commitment. I trust him. I guess we'll see.
Hopefully I won't screw it up this time!