Table Tops

It's time to put it all on the table.
I think it's interesting that guys like to figure everything out in their life before dealing with relationships and such. Meanwhile most women would rather have that stability and then deal with other things.

I had a good talk with Hallie friday afternoon. I told her what I wanted most (what I previous referred to as something I didn't feel comfortable telling anyone). I'm still far away from that goal, but getting closer with every message...er day?

My issue is that I don't really fall for guys often, because I know what kind of man I want. Sure I'm willing to keep my options, but really there have only been 2 so far in my life. They're complete opposites, which I find odd.
One is quiet; reserved. He never goes out and parties. He is going for his dream. He has his path laid out before him. It's not certain, but pretty damn close. He likes little kids. He's an introvert who interacts with a large amount of people every day because it's part of the job, but he doesn't complain or seem to mind too much.
The other is responsible when he has to be, but parties more than he should. He's distant. No idea where he's going, but he's sweet when he allows himself to be. He's flaky, but usually there when it matters. He's opinionated.

Tonight was interesting. Went to the game with Katya and later Kate and Micah joined us. I have some stuff to say to/about our men problems, but too tired to do it now. I messaged back and forth with Nate some. It was nice.