That would be my life right now. Almost everything is unstable right now. I guess I didn't really realize it until today. The past two weeks have been crazy.
I can't decide on a major.
My dog started pooping on the rug again after stopping for awhile.
He needs to run around a lot, but we don't have a fenced in backyard.
He hates it when I leave, which makes me feel bad about leaving whenever I'm off doing other things.
I don't get to spend as much time with friends.
I can't stay up late, because I have to get up early to walk him.
Someone I thought was gay, isn't.
I feel somewhat betrayed by my brother.
I finally hate someone.
I had a scare.
I'm involved with a flaky guy.
My relationship with my parents fluctuates.
As a result, I have been losing everything, late to everywhere I go, too quiet, not great company, forgetting to take my synthroid, irritable, sad, and exhausted. Today I lost my keys twice. I lost Luca's leash. After 10 minutes I realized I was holding it. I left my gloves in Becky's and the waitress had to bring them out to me. Then as I was pulling out a man pointed to my car and said something. It took me a minute to realize I left my take out box on the hood of the car. That resulted in a mental break down. I'll admit I feel better now. I just wish something would stabilize.
Now to continue with my chaotic life. Driving to Lowell in an hour and a half. It will be exhausting, but fun and I need some time to just be 20.
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