Tonight on the drive home I was fuming about Luke's behavior. When I got home I ran downstairs and basically killed my legs on the treadmill (in a good way). I spent about 23 minutes exercising my anger, 7 minutes on my happy feelings about a certain other person and the last 5 thinking about neither.
Now I'm calm and collected. I'm done doing all the work with Luke. I'm pissed at his behavior, but I don't irrationally hate him (I couldn't if I wanted to). I'm not going to talk to him again until he initiates something or unless I run into him somewhere. If he decides he does want something with me then I'll be open to it, but I'm not waiting another year. There are sweet indie men to be explored and that's my new direction.
Today was an Iszy/John thai food/plaid shopping day. Alas there wasn't much flannel, but I found 2 cute girl shirts at Forever 21 and 2 men shirts at Target. I also found a cheesy gangsta peace sign hat, which I love. Oh so hipster. What a lovely day.
Tomorrow I'm working in the morning and going to the beach in the afternoon. Join me if you like...
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