I Want

So I've finally sobered up. Things started getting messed up, so I had to sober up and become mother hen. I left the room we were all hanging out in because, honestly, I don't want to be in the same room as a couple. They're adorable and all, but really, I don't need to hear him saying how much he loves her every 5 seconds. Am I bitter? Yes. Why? I'm gonna say it finally. I want a boyfriend. That's what I'm looking for. I used to be the girl who would flirt with guys and then walk away and that was fulfilling. Now it's not. Now I want a sweet guy who isn't distant or pathetic. Maybe I've found him? I was disappointed because he didn't come to the party tonight. That's okay though. Tomorrow I'm going to party with my best friend!