Down Goes The Moon

No longer a full moon, but close enough to still have some affect. I'd like to think that anyway. Alas my psychology brains, says no. It's probably something to do with my hormones at this time of the month blah blah boring.

I'm still excited about sport psychology though. Athletes are a breed of their own...elite are even more so. That's my goal. Their mental processes and physical limit pushing is so facinating...and it has nothing to do with the fact that some of them are attractive. I try so hard to avoid the perception that I'm just in it for the attractive men. I could never be so shallow. I'm very careful to avoid puck bunny status. I'm not a slut, nor will I ever be. I hate it when people even joke about it. Mostly it's guys who are jealous anyway, but I don't like it. Sorry about that little rant.

So I saw a preview for that Valentines movie. Looks like that weekend is going to be pretty packed. Probably going to pick Katya up in Northampton on Friday. Return home for the game that night with her, Kate and my USM friends...and a little party afterward. The party is going to start during for me at least. Not driving, that's all I have to say. That's the night Fergy is coming to play against the Pirates. I can't wait to see him again. I wish he were my big brother. Then another game the next day.

2 movies I want to see are coming out that weekend. The Wolfman and the valentines day one. This is my attempt to not hold Valentines day in contept for another year. I'm an optimist right? So...at least my dad will give me chocolate?

Men are silly. My new song to describe this is "Alright With Me" by Kris Allen. It always cheers me up and I've been needing that more recently. It applies to...well you don't need to know.
Playlist for driving to school:
Alright With Me - Kris Allen
Radio Waves - Eli Young Band
Hey, Soul Sister -
If I had You - Adam Lambert
Your Love is My Drug - Kesha

I'm a little pawn still in your game
And you ignore my advances
I turn my head and I look away
But I can't control my eyes are on you

Oh, you're on the run and I'm chasing you
Feels like war with all your glances
I'm just a [girl] without a clue
And I can't control following you

But it's alright, alright with me
It's alright, alright with me
It's alright, alright with me
It's alright, alright with me

I know you better than you know
You can fight but it's not over
I say to stop but you start to go
I guess that means it's L-O-V-E

I say to look but you turn away
I say we put our best foot forward
Will you believe, come next to me
Oh, why can't you see, I'm begging you, please

Last, Hallie and I started going to the rock climbing gym. So fun! I forgot how much I like to climb. I did really well considering it's been 7 years. It's going to be a weekly thing and I'm excited for it.

Another thing I'm excited for? The all star game on the 21st in Manchester. Hallie, my puppy and I are going to that. Then there is a Manchester Monarchs game right after it and then an after party. I joked with my hockey player friend about giving me a hockey stick to bat away horny hockey players. I'll do it too, but maybe we'll be able to find a tall guy for Hallie. Yes I'm always match making...and I get to network.

Speaking of being spiteful...okay no I didn't say anything about it, but it was implied. I can't be. I can be, but I won't be. The problem with caring too much about someone is that when they hurt you and you want to return the favor, you cant...or I can't. I guess I'm too good of a person for that. *sigh*