On Sunday night Hallie sent me a link to Demi Lovato's music video, Here We Go Again. 18 seconds into it I started laughing. Anyone who knows me will know why.
Yep that's pretty much it. 10 days before that I wrote an ultimatum letter to Luke and intended to mail it, but I tore it up and threw it away instead. I figured I'd be cooled off in a week anyway. Friday night was the ladies night party. I only mentioned him once and it was after my third tequila shot. I'm not even sure anyone heard it although I repeated it 4 times in a row. 2 days later I had forgotten all about it.
Two weeks later, I'm just trying to focus on getting better. Emphasis on trying. I let him back into my head yesterday. How could I not? He made me smile without even being here. For some reason I hear Carol's voice in my head scolding me. It just makes me laugh, which makes me cough. I'll be fine my Friday though. Determined to be.
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