My February is even more booked now. So good luck seeing me this month unless you already have plans.
Today was superb. I went to one class, ran/sped to the CCCC for a hockey game with Kate, walked my dog, went to another class. The hockey game was great. Imagine the Civic Center...full of children...cheering. Deafening but adorable nonetheless.
I'm most happy about my ear piercing though. I've been thinking it over for a couple of years and today I finally got my third hole on the left ear and second on the right. Next step: belly button. Third step: Tattoo. Phasing them in slowly.
Also, I hate to admit this, but I met quite a few cool people in class today. One knew the Sabres. One likes Atreyu. One...I feel like I've met before and he does too, but neither of us can remember where. Funny thing is he lived in Hempstead for awhile, which is where I went to school last year. I didn't meet him there. One loves Criminal Minds and one was just easy to talk to about anything even Luke. I always careful about what I say on that subject.
Today my deep thoughts were about a year ago. A year ago I was in a relationship. A year ago I went home for Valentines day/hockey games, because I wanted to see Hermit (nickname) more than the guy I was dating.
Tonight people commented on my boots. I get that a lot. I also get, "where did you get them?" My ex bought them for me...he bought me a lot of crap actually. Luckily I don't associate them with him, because then I'd have to give away half of my wardrobe.
This Valentine's Day weekend I have 2 hockey games also, but they're not on the actual day. This year I get to see Hermit at those games, but it's different now. I'm thinking Valentine's day will be good this year...hopefully. Katya is coming back that weekend, so that helps.
Second to last topic: Dear John.
If you haven't read the book, it was good, but I hated the ending. Basically he meets a girl and they fall in love. But he's a soldier, so he has to leave. She finds another man and falls in love with him and they live happily. John comes back and finds out. He never gets over her and lives a very long life in misery. I'll probably cry.
I've been thinking more clearly lately. I've been more open and showing my emotions. Today I skipped to Hallie and hugged her in the middle of Luther Bonney. I was happy. Also for the first time (this round anyway) I miss Luke. Yay I can be more open now, because what you (whoever you are) think doesn't matter to me.
Now to fall asleep to Owl City as usual.
I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
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