Too Soon

Today was good. Incredibly relaxing. Pairs skating and this evening I just had a shock.

My friend from Tennessee got engaged today. I think I stared at the photo for a full minute with my mouth open. Then I thought, oh my god it's happening. it's started.

I'm incredibly happy for her, but I'm still in amazement. My second thought was: wait...she's younger than me. that's not fair.

My first friend is getting married. Who's next? and...

Line of thought: oh-my-god-she's-engaged-oh-my-god-I'm-so-happy-for-her-oh-my-god-it's-happening-wait-when-will-it-be-my-turn and repeat

Off to bed now I guess...