Sometimes I wonder...

• If you can lose something you don't really have.
• If all my hard work is for nothing.
• If I'm strong enough to be completely honest.
• How my life would be if I had decided to go to NU instead of USM.
• Where the coaster Jared got me from Scotland went (ssh don't tell him!)
• If taking care of Luca will ever be easier than really difficult
• If I'm the only one.
• If I should start going to temple again.
• When I'll meet someone who sees hockey the way I do.
• Why you don't truly stand up for yourself sometimes.
• Why some people find appearance more important than talent.
• If my cousins and I can bring our large Jewish family back together.
• Why I don't look like anyone in my birth family.
• If I'm Peruvian or American.
• If there is a place (country/state) where I truly belong.
• Where my brother disappeared to.
  
• How you handle everything.
• If having such a high pain tolerance is a good thing.
• When my waiting will be over.