Today I was in a pretty bad mood until I took a nap around 6 PM. Until then I was worried about the whole new Luke situation. When I woke up I was fine though. I talked to Beans and Jared this evening. Beans and I had yet another argument about whether or not Luke is a "good" guy. At least Jared agrees with me. The only thing that kind of stung was when I told Jared that Beans girlfriend would probably visit and he said "DOUBLE DATE." I got a little defensive I guess. My two best guy friends who are basically my brothers have girlfriends, while I am in the gray area with the greatest guy in the world (in my opinion anyway). Gr!
I am adequate. I'm great. I'm not the kind of woman who requires all of her guy's time. I have my own life. I just want him to admit, to say the words, to tell me he likes me and to commit to me alone. Luke should realize this. I'm not asking him to think about the future.
I guess I don't want to think about the fact that there is a possibility that he'll say no. What I'm offering is completely reasonable though. I thought thoroughly about what he needs and can do as well as what I need and can do. I think it's good.
Right now though, I'm calm. It's bed time and I'm going to sleep peacefully tonight.
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