Last night it came to my attention that its almost Summer when a friend sent me a text about it. I was excited and then had a very small anxiety attack before crying myself to sleep. I haven't cried myself to sleep in a long time, which personally, I think is a great achievement considering...
I don't want to go into great detail about why summer makes me anxious, but I think you all can probably guess and for those who hung out with me last summer, you definitely know. Basically it's not a good time to be in the "gray area."
However, I do love summer when I'm not glaring at couples at the beach or on the street. My 'flete family starts coming home soon (Jared and Kat come back this week!!!) and Hallie is staying for most of the summer. Yay! Emma and I are going to plot fun, man-free activities...and/or activities that allow us to complain about them :)
I love going to the beach, getting tan (the natural way), hanging with friends, making more money, going to Canada, and this summer i'm especially excited to take Luca everywhere.
So today I feel much better. Along with getting papers done in place of exams, I have another goal in mind too...Piece of mind is important.
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