This Is Me

• Sometime I like to work out in my room late at night.
• Sometimes I wear my lacy VS nighties to bed because I like them and I don't need a guy to feel sexy for.
• My puppy is my little prince and the source of a few realizations, so anyone who doesn't like him, I don't like.
• Almost all of my underwear can be classified as "sexy" and again, I wear it for myself.
• Dancing always makes me feel better about anything.
• I'm afraid to listen to the creative lines I put on a tape recorder because I'm afraid I will hear weird noise and myself scream from an alien abduction that I wasn't conscious for (Fourth Kind)
• I say "I know! Thanks!" when complimented because I'm confident, not cocky.
• I think latino men speaking spanish fluently is sexy.
• At movies I like popcorn with lots of butter and I alternate between a handful of that and an m&m.
• I will listen to anything I can dance to.
• I don't like sad songs, because they make me sad.
• I dance and sing in my car constantly and I don't care who sees.
• I would never cheat at anything or on anyone.
• I'm not sure if I believe in the institution of marriage anymore
• When I love, I love with every ounce of my being. I've only been in love once.
• I never stay down for long --> Optimistic!
• I prefer the beach and ocean to the woods and river except in the fall/winter.
• I love children.
• I shop too much, but I get quite a bit of exercise doing it (on average regular shoppers keep off about 10 pounds a year)
• I love wearing men's flannel and I'm not sure if I can feel comfortable if women's long sleeved shirts anymore.
• When I'm down, thunderstorms can make me feel better.
• There's nothing wrong with reading cosmo for fun, but I filter everything carefully, because it's not all true.
• Clothing will never make you unique.
• I have my first real attraction to a latino man, but I think he might be off limits due to certain circumstances.
• I don't find it hard to understand men, but they're not all the same.
• When I find something really stressful, I tend to avoid it, but I try not to.
• At this point, I'm not sure how I'll survive when Luca dies.
• I get my energy from groups of people.
• I like to listen to people talk about anything and everything.
• I hate it when people try to give me advice unless I ask for it.
• I believe that you're never alone with your problems and that someone else has experienced the same thing before you.
• I miss overnights with Katya where we would talk until 3 AM in the dark about everything.
• Sometimes I think certain parts of my body are fat, but that passes in about a day.
• I don't compete with other women for a man.
• My seductive smolder face will knock a man senseless.
• I'm convinced my angry smolder face is killer.
• I avoid looking at people when I don't want them to see how I feel about them/something.
• I would never move far from home for a man.
• I want to go to ireland, because I hear there is very little racism there and it's pretty.
• I miss the sophistication and artistic nature of Paris.
• I'm incredibly smart and observant.
• I'm afraid I won't have enough money to visit Kat in DC if she's unhappy and needs me.
• I recently realized how much I miss and need brown people in my life.
• I get bro time and I think it's kind of sexy.
• I love having my own bro time. It's very different from ladies night or a mixed night.
• I'm not embarrassed to talk about sex.
• I can't sleep without a cover even in hot weather because I'm afraid something will get me.
• I love 90 degree weather.
• I love snow.
• I love how you can meet a complete stranger, find out they're Jewish and feel instantly bonded.
• I love the rush of a fight.

That's all I can think of for now