Words And Whispers

Atreyu was great. The road trip with Katya was great. I'll say more about that later when I have time and am in the mood.

Currently I'm trying to keep my head above the water...again.
Yesterday during Atreyu's performance I realized that for the first time ever/7.5 years that songs that never applied to me before now do. I knew all of the lyrics to all of the songs of course, but on a couple of them I got really emotional and started crying and felt a little like vomiting (that was partly from dehydration though).

My life for the past year has been Lipgloss and Black on repeat. Sometimes it's Ex's and Oh's.

They played Bleeding Mascara, Becoming the Bull, Gallows, Right Side of the Bed, You Give Love a Bad Name, Someone's Standing On My Chest, and Lipgloss and Black in that order.

Good setlist. Too close to reality though.

I also realized that if everything I have endured in the past year could be physically visible, I would be bloody and covered in bruises and barely alive. So how do I do it? Why do I do it?

Lip Gloss and Black
Lip Gloss and Black
Demonology and Heartache
Lip Gloss and Black
Lip Gloss and Black
Demonology and Heartache
Lip Gloss and Black