I swear it's the moon affecting me. I should be exhausted after driving 5 hours today and lifting heavy boxes and going for a long walk with my dog. I'm extremely wired though. I suppose listening to music I want to dance to doesn't help, especially the song about sex :D
Annnnyway. I know I said I'm done with the past...and I am. But I thought just for fun I'd look back at my AIM conversations from awhile ago (they automatically save). I've come to a few conclusions. First, I'm incredibly random and funny. Second, I feel like an idiot for not seeing something so obvious from the start. I guess my own insecurities got in the way and I owe some people apologies. I could have saved myself a lot of ups and downs this past summer and two summers ago (although a lot of that wasn't my fault). It's a good thing they're gone now. I was making progress before I realized that, but now everything is so clear. Well not everything, but certain things. Ambiguous? Sorry. I feel like I should confront the situations and make amends before I say anymore.
Maybe now I can sleep?
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