"Highschool Never Ends"

That's a quote from The Jane Austin Book Club. It made me wonder: Is that true? I started to think, maybe. In large highschools probably not, but in small schools like Waynflete? I see people from 'flete everywhere all the time. I have my group of friends from there. We're really like a family and it's kind of hard to infiltrate, but I've been trying to add to our group.

I often hang out with the guys (Jared, Beans, and Sam). It's nice to revert back to childhood with them or even just being a teenager. When I was 10, I wished I was 18. Then someone told me that I shouldn't want to grow up so fast. So I stopped. I started enjoying every year as it came and went. Now I'm an adult. Truly, it's not as fun as it was when I was 7, but I still enjoy it. There are new fun things to do, but more responsibility too.

For the past 5 days, I've been a mother. Holy shit it's hard! Luca isn't even a real baby! He's the equivalent of a toddler. Today was bad. I had to clean up his puke from my car and poop from a chinese rug. Not so fun. Not so fun waking up at 7 or 8 to make sure he doesn't pee in his crate and I'm exhausted early in the evening. By 5 PM I just want to sit and watch tv. By 10 I want to go to bed. It's worth it though. That's my biggest responsibility right now.

Speaking of responsibility, in 10 months and 17 days, I'll be 21. Last year, I thought people died off at 20 and came back older (not literally).